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Not Today (feat. FloatstoneHeart, Esper Fiction, and Kate Wild)

from The Ghost Within: The Tale of Turmoil by N Pa

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Background Vocals by Kate Wild

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V1:
My crimes
Offer me up to fate
Afraid that I've learned too late
Should I just keep the things I broke

My heart
Dreams of another way
I can't think to go or stay
Well, I don't understand it all,

But I know

CH:
Time
Can't
Fix me for this world
They said it could, but they got it wrong
And through the seasons, I've forgotten
Where I belong (where I belong)

Oh, time
Can't
Warm me in the cold
It can't wash my debts away
But I won't see myself surrender,
Not today (not today)


V2:
My life is such a goddamn vice
I would not think twice if it ends
if thinking's possible when it's over (when it's over)

My life is such a goddamn vice
such an ugly burden, you win (ugly burden, you win)
but I continue holding on to it (holding on to it)

CH (2):
All I can show is
I am buried under all this debt
but I have not given up just yet
Still all I know is
If you give me just one more shot
I will surely fuck it up


V3:
I cry,
"Help me believe in me"
I know there's no guarantee
But I feel promise in the footfall

My muse,
What do I have to do?
I'd live out my days for you
Because it's all that I was born to,

You know that

CH:
(repeat)

BR:
My life is such a goddamn vice
I would not think twice if it ends (if it ends)
If thinking's possible when it's over

My life is such a goddamn vice
Such an ugly burden, you win (such an ugly burden)
but I continue holding on to it

If my life was anything like yours
Could I be forgotten
Could I be ignored
Could I stand still
Could I be still

This life is such a hell
I try but nothing will,
Ever happen to me
so I wait for eternity

CH #2:
All I can show is
I am buried under all this debt
but I have not given up just yet
Still all I know is
If you give me just one more shot
I will surely fuck it up

Outro:
Time
Can't
Wear away my flame
They said it would, but they never knew
That I was made with words, and wishes,
And I have you

Oh, time
Can't
Lay me down to bed
Cause I've got too long left to run
I won't be floating there with the fishes
Til I'm done

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from The Ghost Within: The Tale of Turmoil, released September 24, 2013

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